Archive for March, 2009

30
Mar

22nd Birthday Trip

Suddenly realised that my birthday this year also have a theme colour — Blue. This year’s birthday will forever keep in my memory that specially created by my dearest bi. OKay..follow the sequence, the day before my birthday, my best friends — Connie and PeiYeik went to meet me at Midv. I was so touched that they purposely went there to give me birthday present. Thanks so much o…love u two..muakss muakss muakss.

The Picture Beside are my two pretty Friends..We chat for 2 and half hours in Domino.

 

 

 

 

Then the next day which was my birthday, i went to genting with my bi. Something unlucky happened…my hp finally spoilt. I still thought Samsung so good and tough, even rolled over by car tyre but still can survive, who knows only survive for 1 week. =.= Now i have to spend a few more hundred to make it alive again. hehe. okay, come back to genting. We planned to play theme park, but saw the weather quite unstable so we cancel the plan. Instead of theme park, we went to the game centre for some games. Bi asked me what i want to win? i pointed a LOVE shaped pillow. He said…he will try to win it for me. Keke.. Most of the games, we choosed the water gun game to play coz that earned more tickets or points. Finally after using RM70, the purple LOVE shape pillow finally are mine. ^^ Thanks Bi for the pillow…love u so much too..muaks muaks muaks.

Look at his serious expression…

This is my charming bf that is trying to win what i want. =P

 

 

This is the game that win lots of points..=P

 

 

 

 

Although i try to win some points too, in the end i felt that i wasted lots of money..hehe~~

 

 

 

Finally…the pillow is MINE..hoho.

It may be cheap selling outside, but to me the meaning of this pillow is more important.

Thanks Bi…Again.

 

Besides game centre, we went to casino…at 1st lost RM25 but today before came back to PJ we won back RM20. Haha.. There are still lots of interesting things happened that i will always keep in my memory, for example : snow world, eating, playing, blow cake…etc.

Oh ya, our hotel view..it is so amazing no matter in the morning or at night.

This is the view at night. It is wonderful coz our room facing theme park. We cant play, but we can see it. hehe~~

 

 

 

This is the view in the early morning. We took it before we went for luxury breakfast. Hehe..

 

 

 

That’s all for my birthday trip..i am really happy with it. Muakss all my friends that wished me. Thanks~~

27
Mar

心情差

最近的我心情很低落,不知道是我太敏感还是太在意,我觉得我的一举一动都受到批评,而且还是贬义的批评~ 做错了就被踩,做对了就被讽刺。然而我还是抱着自己开心就好的心情去面对,但换来的却是更深更痛的指责。从小到大,我已经超不喜欢别人顶撞我了。但是越大越发现,顶撞我的都是身边的熟人。。。让我好难过~好无奈~!前阵子对某人坦白了我的想法,还好他改变了,不再有的没的都顶,但我又能和多少个人坦白呢?是我好欺负吗?还是以前我都会一笑而过?我好不喜欢这种感觉,因为你们的顶撞,只会换来我默默的承受,默默地把心情变回原点~ 这些转换的方法很难熬的。突然发现,当开始对某人有所顶撞时,应该就是对某人厌恶的开始吧~ 我的以往经验是这样告诉我的,难不成厌恶感已经在我们的关系里成长了?但是,我太习惯了,把别人的对待当作我对别人的对待,也许从小灌输以牙还牙的心态吧! 如果发现我开始顶撞你了,那就要想想平时的你怎样对我。我没有怨言,心情的起伏也许是因这而造成的,我也不想,但我又能怎样~

14
Mar

Interviews

Talk about my feelings today…

I actually feel quite calm for this 1st time interview…

mayb because this job is not the most wanted job so i take it for granted…

got a thinking flash by that i rather sleep at home than going to this interview…

But finally i set up my mind to go…to gain an experiece..

Luckily i went~~it helps me alot in the future interviews…

the interviewer teached me how to face my future interviews…

i really appreciate that…thanks~!

it’s kinda hard to ask people believe that i am an outgoing girl…

as the 1st time meet i wont show out my real characteristic…

gosh…got a moment i wanted so hard to prove myself (regreting didn’t bring all my certs)

When i told them i was a debator, i was participate in public speaking all the times in my secondary school…they were like..”Ah?really?unbelievable~”

then when i said that i played basketball, even for the district competition…they were actually..”har?real or not?”

OMG..But i know…my looks din show my real character out..what to do? that’s why i prefer phone interview more.

Second time interview from other company called me just now. She is kind of accepting me, just that i cant start my job immediately. But never mind, she did teached me things too..at least i know what job is suitable for me.

Suddenly felt that it is not easy to go through all these…Just let it be the way it will be…^^

Good Luck for my friends too..

10
Mar

最近

最近非常烦躁,让身边的人受苦了,真的很对不起哦~

我的思想很混乱,有的没的都在脑海里旋转。。。

加上天生不够聪明,烦的全是课业上的问题。。。

很羡慕那些有点小聪明的。。。

我知道勤能补拙,但我就是拥有第二个缺点–懒惰!

最后一个学期,还以为能轻轻松松过,哪知道更多烦恼。。。

烦未来的事业~烦未来的生活~

原来,我已经长大了!

我知道我可以决定我的未来了。。。

这让我更不知该往哪儿走~

但我会祈祷,把我的前途交到上帝的手中。。。

希望一切都顺顺利利的。

02
Mar

心里的呐喊

我很想呐喊。。

喊出我心中的不爽及想法~~

啊~~啊~~啊~~啊啊啊~~~

为什么你要这样对待我

对你有点小小的要求不行吗?

当你对我有些要求时,我尽量成全你,满足你,那你呢?

叫你帮我寄东西,你心不甘的答应;

叫你冲杯茶给我,你原地不动的叫我自己冲;

有没有想过你有求于我的时候我是怎么回答你??

就算我叫你自己冲,我到最后还是会冲给你~

你呢?

你呢????

你看看你是怎么对待我~

我真的很恨我自己,为什么不放手~

你为什么对我越来越差~

为什么~~为什么~~

为什么你要这样对待我~~就算你告诉我你没有,但我心里确实是感觉到了~~

我不是笨蛋,也不是白痴,如果你想放手~就放吧!!!

我真的,很想,哭~~但已经哭不出了!