Archive for January, 2009

29
Jan

Chinese “Niu” Year

After spending a few days eating, i started to have some phobia on those meats..no matter what meat,pork,mutton,beef,chicken…etc. Now i just wish i can eat some fresh vege and fruits for a few days to nutral back my acid inside my body.=P

1st of all i would like to apologize to my frens in kuching. I got no time to visit u all and also forgotten to ask u all come to my house. Next i am upset that i forgot to take pic with my dearest cousins…all those cute cute babies…T.T The last thing i want to say sorry, is to my tummy…i put lots of things into you without ur permission…and now make myself feel sick.

I also duno wat else i could say…as for my opinion, blogging is useful when i am sad but not when i am happy.haha~~ If i got ages didnt update my blog…maybe that means i am living happily…^.^v

Maybe i can say…i started to miss my hubby after 1 week din meet him…but just will last for a few days.hehe~~

And last thing said to richard: Plz force me go gym after i go back there…i wanna cut down my weight~~i wanna make my big fat tummy become a smaller 1~~~I want i wantTTtttT~~~

13
Jan

朋友 vs “朋友”

 最后一个学期里还可以深一层认识班上的朋友们,说起来有点可笑,但又有点荣幸,也有点悲哀~~这就是人们说的悲喜交加吗?哈哈,其实我还在思考这句成语的真正含义。就在上个星期五,我们十个半生熟的几个人就到金马伦高原游玩。原本以为会很无聊,很浪费时间,但真的是出乎我所料。我本身觉得最有纪念价值的时刻,就是在晚上大家谈论对各自的看法时。这让我们都能深一层认识自己,也清楚知道自己在别人的眼中,到底是个怎样的人。很意外的爆出一些秘密,关于自己的,有点失望,甚至难过。。。虽然那些朋友还在身边,但要好的时期已经过去了,算了吧~~做人还是得往前看。。。也许我就是你们口中说的那种人吧~但不是每个人都能接受批评与指责的,也许一些人听了就算,根本没想要改变些什么。。。我可以做这种人吗?但是我很想知道,在哪一方面你们认为我是这种人?这问题,也许永远都是个问题。。。
  撇开难过的批评,当然,我们也想知道班上的男生有没有喜欢过班上的女生啦,结果。。。。。还真的有呢~!哈哈,好奇心强烈的我,真的很想打破沙锅问到底(简称:38)。。。到底会是谁呢?但我知道的一点就是,肯定不会是我。就在四年前我开始进入二人世界时,我已经知道在“一”人世界里,我是没有行情的。哈哈~~~但在那个晚上我并没问,因为不要我的好朋友们难做嘛~~有答案时,一定会告诉你们的!其实感情就是这样的复杂。。。你喜欢他,他未必喜欢你;但至少你敢表白,让自己心里有个答案,也让你喜欢的他知道有人欣赏他,未必是一件坏事的。最后一个学期了,要表白就乘现在咯~=P
  这个旅游结束后,又再次让我觉得,看一个人不可以只看表面。。。其实很多人都是表里不一的。当你觉得那个人是无法相处的,他/她偏偏就是你以后最要好的朋友;相反地,当你觉得他/她已经是你的好友时,他们分分钟背叛你。
  人情世故,还得更深一层得研究。
  知己,你又找到了吗?
  我希望我已经找到了。。。

07
Jan

Useless Me?

I am still waiting for the sch reopen day

I am still like the same old me watching drama and eating maggie at home

I am who i am…..

Just last weekend, i spent my times working with edwin and wansee…

for some chinese new year event…

Within that two days, i learnt alot about all kinds of peoples.

There are those with materialistic…

Those with arrogant attitude…

Those who smile in front u but critisizing at the back of u…

of coz…there are also some exception…

those with kind hearts…nice parents…cute children…etc

I wonder why people will become like this?

Money isnt everything…but i know, without money peoples are nothing.

Just like me…i m surviving with a thin pocket now….

My fees…still owed rm1k…where am i suppose to find that money then?

I don’t even know how to take it from my papa….sigh…

Still wondering where is the job for me? And what will my life be~~?

*Sigh*