今天的我心情起伏实在太大了。早上的我犹如清晨的小鸟，嘻皮笑脸，精神奕奕。但是到了晚上，尤其是接近十点时，心情真的跌入谷底。我自己也不知道为什么会这样，是工作上不开心？还是因为回到家没有快乐温暖的拥抱。。。或者是两者兼有？！我想。。。最大的因素应该是拥抱吧，接着才是工作上的问题。真的，真的，超不开心的。。。你真的很狠心，当我习惯每天拥有你的时候，你却会突然离开我；但我已经习惯没有你的生活时，你却已经到时间回到我身边了。为什么？我真的受够了这种“折磨”。现在的我就像当初你要离开我三个月的时候，我真的很想放声大哭，但又找不到伤心的理由，这种感受，真的很难受。我该如何学习独立呢？又要从头开始学习了。大家就忍受我这几天的冷酷吧。。。我不想讲话了。
Archive for October, 2008
27
Oct
暴风雨前的宁静
19
Oct
马六甲之旅
这次的马六甲之旅真的很开心。看到一栋栋好久不见的建筑物，让我回想在小学时爸爸带我们到哪儿游玩。这两天里，我们真的是吃遍马六甲，例如：Satay Celup，粒粒鸡饭，Durian Cendol，冰糖葫芦（我现在还念念不忘的）等。以上的食物导致现在的我正在“享受”喉咙疼痛，可见是不能多吃的。去一趟WaterWorld则令我变成黑人，好心疼我的皮肤哦。。。现在我一边Blogging，一边敷着面膜，还是Whitening的呢~哈哈。。应该是起不了什么作用的。（心痛着）T.T 提到waterworld就应该会想到高高滑下来的滑梯吧。看到天上挂着的梯子，真的很想放弃尝试的机会，但是心里又有点不甘心。。。结果，还是玩了。其实，还好而已。哈哈~~~ 我最享受的时刻就是拍照。。。好像把一切所看见的都拍下来。告诉你们为什么吧，因为我想把它分享给我的老公看啦。。我不是神经有问题的人啦。。。哈哈~~！哦，对了。。。在这次的旅行中，我觉得大家最享受的时刻应该是玩“恶魔”的时候吧。我们虽然累垮了，但是晚上还可以玩到凌晨四点，还特地到外买杯面及扑克牌回来，真是太疯狂了！这次唯一的受伤者是佩云。。她在玩waterworld时不小心敲到头部，之后就一直说想呕，很晕。。。其实还蛮担心的，还好第二天她好像没什么了。不知道为什么，这次的旅行没那么多自拍照了。。哈哈。。因为亲爱的Nicole不要陪我癫。。。=P 还好没有，不然4gb是不够我们玩得。好啦，是时候收拾心情了，明天还得工作。晚安啦~~
10
Oct
Recently….
Every time when i start blogging, the first thing that troubled me will be the title. I wonder how can i choose the most appropriate word to describe what i am going to type inside the blog, i really don’t know how as i only write depends on the title given since i was young. Haha… Well, tomorrow will be my off day and i hope i can enjoy the day as much as i can. From 1st Oct till now, i never rest properly and my legs keep on suffering from standing 8 to 10 hours per day. Recently, i start to feel tired and sleepy during my working times. Well, luckily i still can rest and talk whenever i want as my colleagues all are very friendly and actually can say …38. ^^ Just last two days, my supervisor suddenly gave an idea to relax all of us–sing k. Some actually refused to go but after being forced, all of them presented. We really enjoyed the moment unfortunately the time was a bit short and all of us were actually very tired after whole day’s works. This coming Saturday will be his 21st birthday. I hope it is fun too. (Hope this time will have some pictures taken)
My result for this semester had just released. I kinda disappointed that i can’t get the result i want. 3.0….but 2.8. I wonder why my networking got C. But after knowing other friends’ results, i realised that all of them got a low grade in that subject. I guess, i just can’t push my result up to 3.0 anymore. I have to admit that my standard can only reach till here. I kind of envy Richard for his cleverness and also his good results. I keep saying that i will treat him eat if i get A in either 1 subject but always failed to get. From 1st year till now, i only got 1 A- before….in my second maths. Sighh….
Feel like wanna shopping around with my dear… But my legs really need to rest. Fine, maybe like that will help me save more money. It’s time to sleep…tomorrow will be another day.
05
Oct
钱！！钱！！钱啊！！
我最近又开始心痒痒了，想买这想买那。工作的钱并赚不多，而且把吃的钱花在包包或衣物上，值得吗？其实对我而言是值得的，但我知道背地里一定有人骂我笨蛋，白痴！突然觉得现在看的东西价格，和以前比起来，真是天壤之别。
以前小学时，觉得十几块钱的东东好贵哦，自己一星期才有那么十块钱，怎么可以一眨眼就花了十几块呢？！还辛辛苦苦的存钱，一旦存到二三十块时，心里就有满足感。到了中学，一个星期变成二十块了。那时候下午没回家，要在外吃东西，然后去补习，还是觉得钱不够用。和朋友出外吃饭，要开口向爸爸要钱，爸爸才会给那么十多二十块。那时候的我，已经放弃存钱了。也许自己需要的东东是几百块，就觉得存钱是Mission Impossible了。唉。。。人真是不知足哦～！
到现在，上了大学，生活费用一就是靠自己，二就是靠政府，所以买东东都不需要经过家长的同意，看到什么都买，更是觉得钱不够用。看到五十六十块的东东好像中学时看到十几块的东东一样，考虑不到十秒就买了。看到一百多两百的东东，也觉得我负担得起。惨了啦。。。好想回到小学时，那个十几块东东也嫌贵的家伙。如果真的如此，我也许是个百万富翁了。好害怕到了社会大学后，我会视几百块的东东为”sap sap water”。。。钱啊，真的好可怕～！
01
Oct
Holiday?or Work?
This moment i suppose to be waiting for the shop to be open and starts my working day but yet i m sitting in front of computer blogging. =.= The main reason was that “cup of milktea” with lots of milk added which requested by my stupid bf. But of coz, its my fault to be so greedy and drank lots of it. Now waiting for my housemate back to fetch me go work. Gosh, half an hour of my salary had gone. Sighh….
Something that makes me happy is my results. This semester i am safe again and i m glad that all my friends passed it too. I hope it will be the same with my next semester’s results too. That will be my last semester for my studies life and i hope the results will be better. Suddenly felt that i m so old…old enough to graduate and old enough to proceed to another stage of my life—working! I guess i will really miss my study life as working meets a variaty kinds of peoples.
From today onwards i will be working again. I love to work there although the salary not very high. I really enjoy the working environment there, and who cares about salary when there is a place that u can really enjoy ur working. I prefer happiness than wealthiness. Additon, working can makes me success on diet. haha… I guess that’s all for today and i really got to prepare for my working now.
