Today is my last day at tropicana life. Again, another last day at that shop but the feel is totally different from last time. At least this time, every colleagues sent me out the shop together,at that very moment, my tears almost dropped down. Waving hands and said Goodbye,gosh…T.T Although i just knew them for 2 months, met less than 10 times, they seems like very sad when knew today was my last day. Something very surprised was they actually spent money to give present to me. Even those always complained no money to eat something good. Cakes, a cute doggie, and a bag….my heart really felt very warm. Thanks for giving me happy times when i worked there, hope to meet u all soon. Hope all of you never forget me…^^ Me too, will never forget all of u~! Love u all….muakx~~
Archive for July, 2008
This semester is the toughest sem, but how come i feel like i enjoyed so much during this sem?haha…It is going to be week 10 soon, and there are indeed lots of assignments to do, but still, we know how to enjoy and relax ourselves. Thanks to Xiao Ying, gives us so many ideas to enjoy ourselves. This semester haven’t end yet, she already planned semester break’s holiday trip. Just the passing wednesday, we went to Sunway pyramid. Actually our plan is on after attending all the class, but Xiao ying again, made richard n i skip class to go Pyramid with her. =X (Don’t kill me!!) But the time seems like passed so fast. We enjoyed our ice skating there, gaining the 1st experience there (only me), then we planned for bowling, but there were no land for us so we proceeded to REDBOX. We enjoyed the singing times there, sang till we realised the time was not early and we hadn’t have our dinner. Haha… Before we went dinner, Xiao Ying again (=.=) pulled us all to take sticker photos. After dinner, the shops at Pyramid all closed and we really are having great times that day.
Thursday, i went out with my housemates to midvalley. Just a few hours shopping and i had already felt exhausted. Maybe because of the Sunway Trip and i din really have enough sleep. =.= Tomorrow have to work again, kinda lazy to work anymore but i used too much money lately. I just can’t control myself to stop the online shopping, feel so sorry for my BF as i always promise him i will control. Aihz. Saw all my hsemates work so hard to earn money…i quite envy them. I wonder what will i be after graduate (again =.=). I wonder how my BF felt when he saw them working and got their salary in the end of the month. Wondering wondering wondering……..*sigh*
白话文：突然间。。。
今天，应该是我人生中最有历史性的一天，真的是超级无敌充满惊喜。
突然间很想skip class。。。
突然间告诉nicole，the curve 有卖scarf。。。
突然间Nicole说那就去吧。。。
[逛着逛着的当儿]
突然间进了衣服店。。。
突然间拿了几件衣服去试。。。
突然间几件衣服都很合身。。。
突然间就给了钱。。。
[离开店后]
突然间看到scarf档口。。。
突然间就拿了两条，给了钱。。。
[要回家时]
突然间看到另一个scarf档口。。。
（这就是我们原本来要买的档口）
突然间看到这档比较便宜。。。
突然间看中白色的scarf。。。
[给钱的当儿]
突然间发现钱不够，但是还好他收了我们身上有的钱。。。
突然间发现没钱还carpark，还好身上有零钱。。。
[在回家的路上]
突然间走错路了。。。
突然间过了toll。。。
（心情超级紧张）
突然间看到U-turn。。。
（心情比较好了）
[终于。。顺利回家]
今天的钱，用得太多了。。。
Nicole用了RM31买了RM69。。。
我们俩的钱包。。。一毛都不剩。
厉害吧~！厉害吧~！！
p/s:这是我打过最烂的Blog。。哈哈~！Richard答应请吃。。是他的错，害我们走了冤枉路。
最近的一些想法
最近我一直听到这个结婚，那个结婚的。。我真的，很想结婚了。我从以前就对婚礼有着憧憬，我很想有个美好的婚礼；婚礼后，有个美满幸福的家庭。当然，有钱自然婚礼也会很美好，婚纱也会有各式各样，所以我一定要存到一笔可观的钱，才会打结婚的主意。女人就是这样，但是二十一世纪的女人要做女强人，我却不稀罕。我只希望我有个疼我的老公，两个可爱的子女，我就心满意足了。
最近的我有点疲惫，也许是有压力吧，但我一直在逃避着。为什么我每一次都是这样，不敢勇敢面对却选择逃避。我一直在逞强，把不开心的一面收起来，却用另一个“乐观”的想法骗自己开心。在家里，我很想一个人自我封闭，但是他会来敲敲我的门，看我在做什么。。。他回来后，我却没有感到开心，不知道为什么我却感受到他有种陌生感。自己多心了吗？但是我知道没有他我是不能的，我还是很需要他的关怀。也许是，他还是以前的他，不会在适当的时候关心人。
功课越来越多，我发现我在学校根本没独立过。每一次的assignment，都是有人帮我完成，我一点自信心都没有，跟朋友同组都觉得会拖累那朋友而已。我选错科了吗？那我以后该做什么工呢？看到我一些朋友找到的工，薪水一个比一个高，我打从心里羡慕他们。其实我的要求真的不会过分，我只希望有大学生的收入及稳定的工作就行了。但是我什么实力都没有，我有什么工可以做呢？！
很想找些自己的专长发挥，但我的专长似乎都是“半桶水”的。有点后悔没专心考我的钢琴试，没有好好培养我对钢琴的兴趣。现在我已经二十一了，还有什么是能从头学起的呢？
我真的。。。。。。。。。。。。。笨透了！
Free Friday
Last semester, i hate friday so much because of the lab stuffs. But this semester, i like friday the most, not because there are no more labs on this day, not because i have no class on this day too…it is because thursday will be more stressful than friday.T.T
Everyone is busying their FYP report now, including me. FYP,seems to be like something very important, something very professional, but after all, it is just a project with reports and presentation. It is important of cause, without it we wont graduate successfully. Til now, i still cant believe i am in the final year. I remembered when i first came here to study, everyone was looking forward for my grand graduation with maybe first class degree honour.Till now they still do, but sorry to say that i have to let u all down now. I had really tried my best but my results keep on dropping. I can hardly pull it up now, just wish that i can at least get a second upper class. Wondering what will my life be after graduation? Wondering what am i doing today but with the year 2009? Will i be working in a company with an good income? or will i be just sitting at home waiting for the interviews to come? or will i be……*thinking so much again*
Back to reality. He is coming back on monday, finally he is back. I did saw him two days ago with his parents, and the feeling is still there. A stranger feel. Last night, a friend told me that he had changed, and i have changed too. He said i seems like don’t care much bout my bf anymore like i used to be.But my bf is in the opposite position now.Is that true? What does it mean actually? Means i don’t like my bf so much like i used to anymore? Or means that i have grown up and won’t depend so much on him anymore? I don’t know the exact answer. Lately heard so many news about marriage…my mum approved that after working 2 or 3 years i can plan my marriage too. Finally she approve everything, but still have 1 more year to go…can i pass through this 1 year successfully?!
I felt that i like to think so much, think of everything and yet i still scolding my friend who is thinking so much lately. =.= well, continue to do my FYP now…
