The final result for last semester has just released. Quite disappointed when looking at it. I thought at least can maintain last semester’s results but no, it dropped alot. Can i graduate with at least 2nd upper class? I don’t think so now. It is hard to push up my results now, especially this semester, all practical subjects. But i had promised myself not to skip class anymore, i believed in "balasan", what we do is what we going to get. Last semester i skipped lots of class, that’s what i get for my results although final i worked very hard. Don’t know how to describe my feeling now…just—>down! Somemore, heard people said i always go bf house so my results become like that, i don’t like it. Almost every semester i also like that, why there is a sem i can get 3.0?! But i don’t want to explain, coz i know what am i doing. Quite disappointed that friend doesn’t understand the feeling i have now, luckily not all behave like this. Fine, no one is beside me now to bright me up. And i guess, that’s all for now.
Archive for May, 2008
My short holiday going to end soon and i feel like i still haven’t enjoyed enough. This holiday i had spent most of my times at Kampar doing FYP. Although i stated there doing FYP, actually we spent most our times playing and enjoying around. It was fun for sure and first time being that close with a lecturer,feel weird at first but normal at last. We even spent a night at Ipoh just to watch Narnia. The new utar is just surprising us with big compound around and nice luxury "hostel". Many of them wanna transfer there but i still prefer PJ. After all, bf is more important. Haha…! Soon after i back PJ, suddenly get sick of my long straight hair. After asking everyone’s opinions, today finally changed my hair look after 5 or 7 years straight long hair. Haha…i quite satisfied, look mature but at least not old. Hope after washing my hair i still satisfy my look. Haha…i think my sis is the one that will be happy if i look old.=P well, next monday going back to study life, but something different from last sem is that every weekend i will be working. I wonder my decision for earning extra money in this sem will be right or wrong. Anyway, hope i am not stressing myself, or i will quit myself from earning money. Dun worry dad, i will manage myself.^^ Today having a wonderful shopping day. From times square to lowyat to sungei wang and lastly to midvalley. Now my legs quite pain and tiring. That’s all for the conclusion.haha~~
Cyber Cafe Blogging
Finally tomorrow will be the day i will be going to kampar to face my project. I have passed my 4 "lonely" days successfully. Thanks to alex, richard and lee mei to accompany me throughout that 4 days. I got abit scare to face my project, scare that i cant followup what sir tell us to do, scare i duno everything but no people free to help me. But all the things i think now are really useless because i can never find a solution now. So i have to face it, bravely and believe that the project will be fine, and i will be so enjoyable during that week. After the "kampar" week, the school will reopen then. At that time i think i will be busy again since sat and sun i have promised to work. Duno when will my result out, i am glad that i passed all…but i think this semester alot of people passed. hehe~~ tonight…have to tidy everything…see ya PJ. ^.^v
映秀的心情
没有你的日子。。。（一）
这几天，我都很听你的话。。。
不但没有乱乱吃东西，而且还喝了很多水。。。
现在的我，最喜欢半夜十二点过后。。。
因为会收到你的电话。。。
陪我聊聊一整天的事情。。。
没有你在的时间过得特别慢。。。
也许是没有人陪我玩闹，聊天吧~~
我还在等待，你欠我的故事续集哦。。。
到底王子最后有没有和那女孩在一起呢？
前途很迷茫，看不清我和你的未来是什么形状。。。
但还好听到你说我们可以不要分开。。。
我真的好开心。。。
原来你也有为我们的未来想想。。。
朋友篇
最近都觉得，莫人离我们越来越远了。
真的是年龄问题让你疏远我们吗？
还是你对我们早已存有偏见～
很失望的，我们即将少了一个好朋友。
最近的我一个人，也许太多时间让我想东想西，
我突然发现，谁才是我真正的朋友。。。
每天怕我闷透，传简讯问我在做什么，
这么简单的一句，已足够让我心暖一整天了。
他曾经问我，为什么我们的朋友就只有这几个，
我忘了我答他什么了，但我现在的答案是。。。
其实，知心朋友，一个就很够了，不需要很多，
更何况我们身旁还有几个知心的。。。
我们已经很幸福了。
现在我们的朋友们都一个个离开了。。。
但是，我相信只要我们保持联系。。。
我们依然还是好朋友！
离别的心情
我很想呐喊，很想告诉我爸妈，“我好想回家！！”
当朋友一个个的离开，我的心情已经很难受，
此时此刻再加上我再度的发烧，我真的觉得特别无助。
昨天我和男友高高兴兴去唱K，但是笨蛋的他却点了F4的“第一时间”。
唱着唱着，我情不自禁的哭了。。。
歌词真的说得好。。。
“朋友只要你被孤单压得跳不出来，我第一时间送出关怀”
可是，想到两天后的我，要怎么过呢？
我好想好想回家了。。。
爸爸，可以出一点钱让我回家吗？！
但是我不敢提出这无理的要求。。。
21岁的我，应该学会独立了。。。
朋友们，要好好保重了。。。
我会非常不舍得你们的。。。
在我大学生涯当中，你们真的扮演很重要的角色。
我还记得，当我病得迷迷糊糊时，你们会伸出温暖的手摸摸我额头。。。
还会买些凉水给我喝，不然就亲自褒凉水给我。。。
虽然我很喜欢取笑你们，但就是因为变熟了才能这样相处。。。
我知道你们也是这样想的，所以我可以让你们取笑。。。=P
我的身子震得太虚弱了。。。要怎样才能把它搞好呢？
这个学期，已经生了三次病，还是有发高烧的，我从来没试过这么严重。
也许我该做做运动了。。。
对不起，我憔悴的样子可能很凶，但我不是故意的。
快点好起来吧~~！
Hot Weather == Mood?!
Phew…luckily i passed 1 of the subjects, means i saved RM100 again.Haha..now i just left 1 subject, and i hope can "score" for this subject, but due to what i wish to "score",I don’t know actually.=P Lately my mood is just like the weather now, sometimes hot and sometimes cold. Something that i hardly believe is….Someone actually doesn’t believed me. I wonder why everyone likes to talk about money and forget about friendship or whatever ship…Just feel sad about human’s nature…No money really No Talk. Besides money, can u think of our relationship and friendship? This is what i mean i have to accept when i am getting older. My little fish all dead…and left all the babies with me. Worrying how will they be when i not around them now…but i guess,it is all fate. ^^ Weather lately really hot, till i cant study much in the afternoon….envy those that can study under aircon, haha…u know who i said. ^o^ Perhentian Trip is coming so soon, glad that he doesn’t have to "rugi" again and able to get back the money. Wonder how it will be?! I really hope it will be fun, because of this trip, many things happen and many things involved. I guess i am the 1 that cause all these things happen..sad. I will miss Nicole during semester holiday now…must contact me ya~v^.^v
