After a few days trying, finally i got to opened this friendster and blogged. ^^
Thanks for those who helped me to celebrate and i really have a wonderful birthday. I got three celebration for it…first was from my coursemates, second was from my friends from UM, then was specially from two hungry guy–richard and XX. haha…I really really full that day and at the last minute of my birthday, i almost threw up everything…seriously,i never been such full before. Thanks to those sms me,i was actually quite touched because there are some i seldom keep in touch but still remember my big day, even there is one friend saying "once a friend, forever a friend…" –Touched– *^.^* And also thanks to those who give me presents. Special thanks to connie, my best friend, who pos laju the present for me….and 1 more, PeiYeik…my another best friend, that purposely met me at midvalley to give me the present. <PeiYeik, you have thin alot…take care ya.>
Something i not happy about this year is i got no "KEY" from my parents…T.T anyway, they give me an amount so that i can buy something i like…haha..that’s better.=P Well,end of my 21st birthday…hope i will be mature as i am a adult now.
Don’t know what happen lately,especially about house make me so damn stress and moody. Frankly speaking, i don’t think i will able to concentrate to study for my final exam if i still unable to find a house to stay next semester. Every cheap house will just pass by us and left only those expensive houses. The 1st house we liked so much because of 1 word–> "miscommunication",the house is other people’s now. And now here comes the second house that we like. Owner required to increase the rental and my friends think that it is quite expensive. Actually i also think so, but what to do? i feel more worry if i don’t have a house to stay. Now we are trying to find 1 more people to stay in and everything will be cheaper…can we manage to find a people in time? or God doesn’t want me to stay with them? I really don’t know how to do. I rather put more money every month and cut down my appetite to spend less on food. I also willing to cut down my cost on clothes and online shopping. Just let me have a house to stay please.T.T
原来我的“小小”不是肥胖，而是有喜了。今天（18.03.2008）它生下大约30只小生命，而我突然多了大约30只小生命要照顾。我看着它们一个接一个的从妈妈的肚子出来，真的很兴奋。它们全都很健康，很活泼，但是我在烦恼，我可以养那么多只吗？！我知道我不可以，所以希望妈妈把一些孩儿吃掉，但偏偏我的“小小”太善良了，动都不动它的孩儿们。。。现在一边写Blog，一边望着小生命在游着，真的好不舍得把它们放了，好想把它们都养大。我现在的责任又增加了，那些孩儿的食物都要弄碎才可以给它们吃。要怎样才可以给它们一个个有着美满的家呢？~~顺其自然吧。。。是我的，一定会留在我身边。
有朋友兴趣要领养孩儿们吗？我可以割舍的~条件是要好好对待它们哦~！^.^v
今天的主题有点乱，但最主要的是诉说我近期的情况。（虽然我很清楚明白是没有人想要知道我的状况的）可是我偏要说。。。哈哈。应该加个神经或者SS的角落吧！
没钱：
本小姐我为了送自己一份21岁的生日礼物，花了整整RM274。想起来真的有点吓人，但我觉得是值得的。（不知道我在送些什么给我自己吗？那你一定没留意我近期的BloG及MSN TITLE。）有人问我有后悔吗？我的答案绝对是“不”，因为我真的很想留住自己青春的一面。但是有个事实我现在才不得不承认，我真的长的太成熟了，而且还越大越像我妈妈。我以前都很介意别人那样讲我，但现在。。。唉，算了吧，也算是美女一个。=P 我真得山穷水尽了，五月还要到Pulau Perhentian度假，花费应该是RM450左右。还有，五月的飞机票可能会白白的浪费，所以很不想让爸爸出钱，又是一笔数目。下个学期开始，我的房租又提升了，可是这怨不得人，自己拿来的。上网买了很多衣服，想想那笔钱其实可以省下来的，又是自己拿来的。。唉！！要怎样才能节省呢？我一天到底要用多少才能cover我以上的花费呢？
懒散：
这两个字真得把我形容的很好，我的确比上个学期懒散了百分之八十。这学期缺的课真的是十只手指都算不完。可是缺课的因素有些还真得情有可原，比如：在学校必须等了三个小时才能上那么一节课，这样当让回家做我想要做的东西比较好啦。还有，载我去的人要回家，要缺课，我当然得跟咯。（哈哈，不要打我哦！）还有，上课都不能专心，不是没有精神，就是没有notes，上课也就是我睡觉的时间，不如回家睡。。你们说是吧？！唉，讲到我都觉得心虚了。。好吧，我承认我真得很懒，真的不可以在这样下去了。反省吧~~
心得：
这个部分是特别给我的“小新”。它们和我经过一个月的相处后，真的有着深厚的感情。连我那“没人性”的男友说要加多几条不同的鱼，我都坚决反对，因为我认为这就是它们自己的家，为什么要让外人来打扰呢？！他们长大了好多，“小小”越来越像“肥师奶”，而“新新”就越来越帅了，身上的颜色越来越美。我真的以它们为荣！现在我们在打算换个比较大的“家”给他们及未来的孩子。。。唉~~又是一笔钱了。。。钱不够用啊！！
好吧，我来做个结论。。。我的近期情况就是—–> 没钱！！
今天又是另一个星期六，离大考的日子越来越近了。担心及害怕的心情又再次涌上心头，怎么办？已经没什么时间了，还有好多好多的assignments及小考还没完成呢~时间为什么那么不够用？很想放松心情，很想尽情的玩乐，好想假期哦~！
今天一早，我的心情已经很愉快。首先是我今天第一次会在studio摄影，真的真的超级兴奋。（其实我和Nicole已经兴奋了足足3个星期）当然，拍摄的过程有点累，有点辛苦，但是我可以肯定，看到拍照的成果应该是满意的。有点期待星期三的到来。。（这又是我和Nicole这几天的话题了）哈哈~~！
另外一件事，是我意料之外的事。我一直以来最担心的FYP，终于有了早落。终于有老师肯收留愚蠢的我了。。真是谢谢您，我会尽我能力做到最好的。。^^ 总算是有些事情可以让我放下心头上的大石，我真的真的很开心。。Thanks god for blessing me~~！
明天是唯一一天让我彻底休息的日子。。我会好好利用它的！
All my friends know i got a such wonderful time last week at genting. I really did, and it’s so fun that i wish i can go there another time with my bi again. We played, and shouted, and ate alot at there. Never think of assignment, neither test nor final year project during that 2 days. I totally forgot about those things that make me stress. Maybe i am just trying to relax myself from every single stress that i am having now.^^ well, i win money from casino, and i am just lucky that i can sneak in without being the age of 21. haha…that’s why i don’t want to win too much. Rm35 is already good for me. Impression towards casino is not very good, especially to those smoke areas. My jacket and shirt all full of smoke smell after i went to casino. I guess it won’t be my favourite place, luckily it wasn’t, if not i am going to be a "gamble ghost" soon. =P The most unhappy thing during the genting time is the time i quarrelled with my bi. Sometimes i really couldn’t understand what is he thinking about. I do care how much money i have wasted during the game time, but i still appreciate how happy we are when we played those games together. We can’t win much, but at least there are something we can get together…like the cup. Its not worth when we had spent rm27 to get a small plastic cup, but it is a memorable thing that we had together. Sigh..everyone thinks differently of course, and i really dono wat can i do. Like my friend said, maybe he is just not in a happy mood. That’s all.
These few days during school times, i kept sleeping in the class..I don’t know what i am tired of..but i just couldn’t open my eyes big and concentrate on the studies. Just today, i slept for almost 10 hours but i still feel tired now. Especially tired of the test i am going to have later. I think i won’t know how to do the questions and just pass up a blank paper to the lecturer.This is a no more good hardworking adeline…(i guess i never be 1 before)
Now i just want to settle my living place and try to work hard for my final. All the assignment still not yet done and i have no idea how to do it at all. About final year project, i just let it be. Which lecturer love me more will give me his project. hhaha…time to prepare for school now..bye.
