自从我生了一场大病后，我就觉得每天都是闷闷的。可能是天气的缘故，因为最近天气都很闷热。也可能是我心里太烦的缘故，总之–烦，闷！
我突然好想游泳，好想去狂欢，好想激烈的运动一番，好想做些事情让自己没时间去想别的。。。是不是assignment让我那么烦呢？是不是学业让我透不过气？！我不知道，真的不知道。心里的那股气，快爆发了，很想大大声的叫喊，好像痛痛快快的唱歌。不管花多少钱，我都愿意！我真的，好闷啊～～
新年快到了，但是我却感受不到新年的气息。感觉上就是过年嘛，每年都有一次，有什么大不了！买不到我要的衣服，买不到鞋子，根本都不让我期待过年。还要我逃几天的课，罪恶感真的很深。可是我现在很无心向学，也许是生病还没完全恢复吧～～啊啊啊啊啊。。。闷死了！没人会明白我现在的感受～～～好闷啊！
The school had reopened for 1 week and now is going to enter the 2nd week of my 2nd yrs 2nd semester. This whole week, i do NOTHING about studies but EVERYTHING about playing~~feel quite miserable for my studies. I had promised myself to study hard this semester in order to increase my CGPA, but then i only planned when to play where to play.T.T
Fun Fun Fun…..
But…But…i indeed having an enjoyable week this week. Especially the day we went to Sunway Lagoon Resort. Before that we had a barbeque night to replace the passed christmas party, and also woan er’s ah jun’s alex’s birthday.Before that day, i went to midvalley with richard and xi xiang. Went to visit my ex-collegue, SOMEONE acted so cool as if he don’t know me…quite sad at this incident.=.= Barbeque night we had games and present exchanged. I got a rag from Siew lee and an additional present from my bi~SNOOPY!! Haha…So Big, So Cute and So Cheap!! I also got 1 diary book from my bi’s exchanged present,sorry ah lim i stole it from him.^^ That night although tired, We really had lots of fun together.
Sunway resort’s day…
Actually this is an house trip for my bi’s housemates. But i m considered their half housemate.=P This is the most enjoyable day of this week! We played from 11:30am till 6:30pm. From the Theme park to the amusement park. I will never forgot the pirate ship that we played. I played it twice…unbelievable! I was actually scared when i sat for the 1st time, but in order to accompany my bi, i sat for the 2nd time. haha..@@ Anyway, that day was very interesting and that night’s dinner was very delicious~~haha!
Now i m entering the 2nd week, and i still dont have the mood to study. Gosh, tell me how the mood will come to me. @.@ Oh ya, i m trying to reduce my weight again…hope i can success with it. I am quite satisfy with my weight right now. Thanks for the part time job for letting me reduce my weight. Nights everyone!! Oyasumi nasai~~
现在的我正在慢慢的培养读书心情，但是毕竟还没开学，还是无心想学。这学期，我为了新年应该会逃几天的课，有点担心学业会应付不来，但是我会尽力的，尽力拿到我想要的成绩。
终于回到属于我的地方，有时候家还是没有这里温暖。看到我这样形容家，是不是很不孝？但是，连父母都觉得是这样，我做子女的难道不可以也觉得是如此吗？！回到家，我可以将我半年没发过的脾气，一次过发出来，相反的，我在这每天都开开心心的过日子。其实，我也希望家里可以安乐些，但偏偏不如我所愿～别提了，总之是很失望。
今年的我有老了一岁，不知道会有什么大作为呢？我已经步入成熟的阶段了，但是对我自己的将来真的一点头绪都没有，只希望有个人在身旁永远地支持我做的一切，呵护我，不给我压力，我就心满意足了。这种情形，我现在就有了，但我在乎的是天长地久，又希望拥有一份稳定的事业，快乐的家庭，不知道老天爷会不会圆了我这份私心。哈哈～～！
回来看见朋友们，真的很开心。很想现在就回到校园和朋友们见面，聊聊心事。知己是越来越少了，但我很珍惜我现在拥有的朋友。好久没看到你们了，你们好吗？好怀念我们喝茶聊天的时间哦，几时有空呢？哈哈，我知道你们心里一定想着，那问题是拿来问我的吧？！
好了，晚安啦。。。期待与你们见面！也期待下星期的trip！^^
oyasumi nasai~~
