还没领到工资，我已经在想着要买什么。。
结果呢？买上了百多块。。。
平时不舍得吃，看起来很节省的我，竟然什么都要。。。
唉。。。我也不知道我一个月为什么花那么多～～
很无奈，但那些东西都是我喜欢的。。。
要我割舍一样，我不知该如何选择！
算啦，由天注定。。。
如果哪一样与我无缘，11月底我便买不到它～～
哈哈。。。自欺欺人～！！
今天工作，非常开心。。。哈哈！
Archive for October, 2007
26
Oct
我是个花钱大王。。。
25
Oct
此时此刻的心情
今天又是我的off day。过得怎么样？一大早起身，收拾房间，抹地扫地，洗衣服，看戏；累了就睡觉，真的很无趣！如果他在的话，一定时间不够用。。不知道为什么，只要他在我身边，时间会过得特别快～！
最近发生很多事情，朋友的爸爸去世了，看见她哭喊爸爸时，我的心很痛。人生就是这样，有些人好端端的就突然与世长辞，真的是很难预料明天发生的事。这提醒我要珍惜与家人相处的时光，但听见我妈妈要来时，我却很无奈。为什么呢？我的假期，没了。。。感觉被人管着。而且，我也不知道要带她到哪里玩～也许要请我表姐帮帮忙了！希望没让他们失望吧！
刚才到他家去庆生。。。儿的一句“I MISS U” 让我觉得心暖暖的。他都不会说想我，真是的。。。还是朋友比较好。他家，真的很温暖哦。我不是现实啦，只是那间家不属于我，他没在，我用什么理由去呢？！但是谢谢你们。。谢谢你们的关心！考试加油哦～～
工作，相当顺利。我有很好的上司，很好的伙伴。。跟之前的相比，真是天壤之别。他们都很为我着想，真的很温暖～～这让我抹去之前那伤心的回忆。。我的第一份工，很好，我满意！
我很想他。。要睡了，明天还得工作！！晚安～～oyasumi nasai
18
Oct
今天。。。
人家说工作后会看到很不一样的一面，我以前觉得那是拿来取笑没做过工的，现在我深深的体会那句话的真实感。也许人人都认为工作的伙伴个个都是有居心的，在工作上很难找到真正讲的来的伙伴，讲的来也是笑里藏刀的。说真的，今天所发生的一切，令我体会到人心的险恶。是我太单纯了。。。还没学会自我保护。还好今天一切的一切都还有人站在我这边，替我讲话，替我打抱不平。我真的很谢谢那些帮我的人，很怀念和他们一起工作的时光。今天有股冲动，想辞职不干。。。但却不甘心向恶势力低头。到底我该怎么做才能皆大欢喜呢？为什么一个我从头到尾都没想过要害她的，竟然会害我～？
第二件令我难过的事。。。成绩终于揭晓了。我没达到我要的水准。真的很失望，后悔当初没更努力。要怎么跟爸妈交代呢？还好没跌很多，但还是伤心。看着朋友一个个有升无减，心里发誓下学期一定要更拼命。今天，为什么一次过发生那么多不好的事？我有点讨厌今天。
06
Oct
Finally Exam is Over
Well..today i got my last paper, do u know y i still take 1 when others are in holiday now? Because i couldn’t pass my 1st paper. Really don’t know y i can’t pass it…when i read back the subject last night,i feel that it is impossible to fail. Maybe the way i explained the term is inaccurate and not acceptable. Sigh..understand but cant explain well, this is always a thing i faced during the theoritical question. But,finally everything settled. I can concentrate on my working now…Haha.
Today is the 1st time i "Said" by my supervisor. He asked me not to say a word to the malay worker whom is my partner. Not to say a word means don’t tell something serious to him. But, i think he is really nothing. Well, maybe he talks alot of nonsense but he doesn’t mean to say out everything. Aihzz, i just have to follow what he said and try not to be a busybody. This job, quite tough…can’t said i m enjoying it..It’s just a normal job for me. No special feel towards this job. Next holiday job i will consider to change to another job that are more suitable for me, i don’t know what is it and i m still searching for it.
Tomorrow i will be doing afternoon shift. I love afternoon more than morning because i can have enough sleep before i go to work. Just hope it won’t rain when the time i go home..hehe. OK, that’s all for today…and i m going to sleep now.^^v
05
Oct
OFF–daY~~
Today finally i off, but off because tomorrow i got an exam to study..feel my life very busy now.
Earning money makes my life full of challenging. The job i m doin now is quite good, everyone treats me so nice, but my leg…will not be my leg soon.T.T Anyway,1 week going to pass soon,when i think off the money i save and the money i earn,i feel very satisfied with my holiday now. Til now 5pm, i havent starts my studies yet. I not sure tonight can finish it or not, i just hope for a pass.
After tmr i can divide my time to do both jobs. Maybe ppl will think why should i spend my times to earn money? But after starts working, i feel tat earning money is fun. Its a big satisfaction when u think of the money that goes into ur pocket. haha…i become more and more materialistic.
I m tired now..muz spend my times to rest more…
for all the friends that working out there…GAMBATEH NEH~~^^v
