World of Dreams

Recently,a thing that i cant see appeared and wondering around me.I just can feel the thing is trying to tell me things..but i cant guess wat it is.Since when i become so doubtful?Since when my trust on you had gone?Since when ur trust on me had gone?No more words,no more verbal message that can link us together anymore.Not that we cant communicate,but is what we not willing to.My world..going to lose u soon.Everything that i do and plan,wont have you participate soon.I wonder how long could this maintain,can it be forever? Because of you,i able to go through sweet and sour things. Even having the rain on top me when i was sad. I never think that i will have this kind of experience in my life. At least now i know that it is not a thing that happy to experiece with. I should concentrate on my own things now. Every thing comes by together to approach me. What should i do?or i shall asked…which shall i do first? Gosh…suddenly feel wanna go shopping and relax..!!

He’s back.Finally…someone back to love me and share my everything.I no longer have to suffer in hunger and finding ppl to dine with me.I can go eating whenever i wan,coz when he’s here,i m the 1 who set the time of eating.haha!!

moody tonight…frens said i m dun nit them anymore since he’s back.i cnt do any explanation coz i love being with him.I choose him more than frens.I dun wan to care wat they said,but their words hurt me.I envy those can do watever they wan.I envy those got freedom to choose who they wanna to be with.I really envy,and yet i cnt do so.I stil care my frens.Cnt accept watever they said about me..although it’s juz kidding.

tonight,juz tonight,i cnt study.Juz go through everything and fast2 close file.i realise i m hapi to be with sum frens,but not all!next year,got a hard decision to make…and yet i duno how to sound out.wat should i do??which is my fren tat really concern me?