人生是有很多不如意的事，就如我身边的朋友都刚刚从战场回来，终于都雨过天晴了！我真不明白，一对很好的朋友为什么会搞到不欢呢？就因为缺乏沟通吗？还是他们的友谊不够深？还是这是上天给他们的考验？虽然现在都雨过天晴，不过我们都知道他们再也不能像以前一样了！其实这也不是一件坏事，可能如果他们继续这么好，会有更难堪的事发生哦！所以我是替他们开心的！^_^
人生是很有挑战性的,再坎坷的路都会有完美的尽头，再难过的人生我们也得过，为什么不选择开开心心的过呢？像我一样，好多事都往心里丢，让朋友们看到我最开心最快乐的一面，这对双方面都好啊，不是吗？我也知道这是上很多人都像我那样，人虽然得为别人着想，但也不是每份每秒每件事都得为其他人的！我看到身边的朋友冷战时，我都感到心灰意冷，也不懂怎样帮他们，幸好现在已经雨过天晴了，身边的朋友们都为他们高兴了，这不是很好吗？万事都有解决的方法，不是吗？好Happy哦！
我现在爱情顺利，友情也还蛮顺利，只剩下学业了，不知道我何时能收拾心情读书呢？我很想放假，但又想到放假有得和亲爱的分割两地，好想哭！朋友告诉我，“有得必有失”，难道真的不可以有得又有失吗？为什么非得那么公平？所谓的有得是指我男友现在每天都陪在我身边，又失当然是指分隔两地咯！唉！不过我相信这是上天给我的另一个考验，只要通过了，我幸福快乐的日子就在不远处，对吧？所以雨过还是会天晴的。
好累哦！想睡了，朋友们都累了吗？大家一起睡吧。。。明天会更好。晚安！！以最开心的一面等待明天的到来吧！
think back last time owez yum cha at wangsa make me miss yum cha so much.duno y go yum cha feel very relax and better than stay at home.i still rmb the 1st time yum cha at nite was wit my dear…he makes me feel yum cha very happy.i still rmb when we yum cha together,only tat time we will chat bout everything,frm my childhood til now..every single things tat make me more understand bout him..mayb tat’s y i feel yum cha is a good thing.=P then when he not beside me,i feel happy coz my frens fetch me go yum cha when i bored.em…he is yeong sheng them lo…^.^ now i m in p.j..i tot i wont have chances to go out yum cha anymore…but guess wat??i juz yum cha back frm outside…haha…with my dear,alex,ah yaw and my roomie..so happy o!!!!i guess,every ppl loves yum cha rite??haha….especially those night ghost.=P ok…find me yum cha when u r free fren,but muz see i free or not la…kekekeke!!!today dun wan use proper english type..sorry!!^.^v
Today is sunday…all christian went to church for worship..this included me.I brought him wit me today.I really happy he willing to follow me to church today..i really appreciate it.Said the truth,i always want him to go church with me…hope 1 day he will accept christian and be 1 of us.But i know wat went on today really frightened him.I m really sorry.I really don’t know wat is this church looks like,i also shock when i heard they all congrats him to be 1 of us.To tell the truth,this is really too fast for him.With this incident,there will no next time for him to go church with me anymore…am i right dear?Deep in my heart feels that this church is really not same with the churchs i used to go.I stayed so uncomfortable whole day when worshipping.I don’t know why.Mayb juz the styles are not same wit my church or mayb i think too much.But sadly he said he 1stly tot this is my strategy to ask him to be a christian.I will never force him to be although i wan him to be.I swear i din think of that.=.=
Tmr i have 2 tests.I m studying it now…but nth goes into my mind.I feel so tired of it and i wan sum rest…really!Duno wat the notes r talking bout…even if i knw,when i saw the tutorial’s question my mind will goes blank…empty….nothing.sh*t….!!!!And my stupid maths…din even start to study it.No tutorial ques to refer,no notes…only a book that full of deep english definition.I wonder since when this sub become to theoritical n not practical.I tot slogan for maths sub is practicise make prefect but seems like memorise makes prefect.aihz…sigh….really moody!-.-
Neglect??did i neglect my roomie??I know i spend most of the times wit him but only with him i feel comfortable.I even ask her wanna eat wat b4 i went out…wrong again??i spend her eats,bring back anything that can let her eat…wrong again??i think i know wat to do.gip him more times to spend with his roomies n then i will got times to spend wit my roomie too.now correct??sigh….wat i do oso wrong…duhhhh~~~~~~
what can i do now??continue study?continue memorise?or continue moody?Long time din cry already…tonight feel so much wanna cry…cry for every wrong things i done.T.T sad!
刚刚搬新家觉得有点不习惯，根本都没心情读书。今天也是第一天独自一个人在家，一向不堪寂寞的我，觉得有点怕怕。
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他不体谅我是因为他怕我不要他，不是因为要跟我吵架，对吧？我已经两个月没见他了，真的希望我们还是像从前一样恩爱，虽然我们经常吵架，但都是为了对方好而已。
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有没有人知道我很不开心呢？？人家说有缘相爱的人是有缘白头到老的。你相信吗？我真的不知道该怎么做了，该做得我都做了，该改得我都改了，为什么还是得不到他的信任呢？我真的不会再做对不起他的事了，因为我真得很爱他！相信我吧！！
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看见身边的朋友有的都不会懂得珍惜眼前人，我好难过哦！难道说几年的爱情都是经不起考验的吗？我真得很担心我和他也会遭遇这种情况，不过我对我自己很有信心，我能维持到永远的。我希望我能，但不是单单只靠我一个人，而是我们两个一起去维持，可以吗？
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爱情是一个让人摸不着的东西，它能让你欢喜快乐也能让你悲伤痛苦。不过呢，只要你能摸着痛苦的来源，幸福快乐的日子就在不远处等你。我很渴望着日子的到来，你呢？
珍惜眼前人吧，朋友们！！爱人和被爱是幸福的。
