Finally reach the last day of my exam…but do i feel hapi??i dun think so…its kinda stress 4 me tis sem..i think i will fail at least 3 sub…i mean it.(sorry papa..sorry mama to let u 2 down..i m so sad..~~!!!)now reach da last sub..i dun wan tis to fail..if i fail again i will cry…mayb die..=X sumtimes…i wonder…i study hard..but..izit hard enuf??y i cant pass??its really unfair sumtimes..the sub i work hard on it wont pass..anyway..i wish i can pass though i knw its impossible.AhhhhhhHHhhh….juz 4get about it….make it as easy as possible…i wonder if i can success in tis life….duhhh…..tired of it..~~~~~-.-
Archive for January, 2006
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Jan
Examination of Sem 2
05
Jan
Scary dream……
Last nite…i had a scary dream…i dream tat my bf break wit me n go away wit another gal….oh gosh…i even beg him to stay…then..when i awake…i was in tears 4 1 hour…really a stupid gal~!aihz…duno y…lately i do anything oso feel so desperate..worry about my exam..worry bout wer to live when i move to pj..worry bout my bf will break wit me..worry everything…i dun understand y my mum stil dun approve me n my bf..really hate to lie my parents bout it…coz i feel happy about it…i hope they r happy wit it too…but i m not blessed!everything going wrongly…juz all wrong.mayb too stress bout my exam…n now i keep on thinking wat to gip my bf on valentines’ day.I m upset i cant celebrate wit my bf AGAIN…coz last year we celebrate a day after valetines’ day.tis year cant even together.*sob sob* Actualy i not a good fren not a good gf…not even a good daughter..can see me everyday happy…hehe haha ther…but i m full of unhapiness.y?my only safety place is my hubby’s hug!
