World of Dreams

Suddenly realised that my birthday this year also have a theme colour — Blue. This year’s birthday will forever keep in my memory that specially created by my dearest bi. OKay..follow the sequence, the day before my birthday, my best friends — Connie and PeiYeik went to meet me at Midv. I was so touched that they purposely went there to give me birthday present. Thanks so much o…love u two..muakss muakss muakss.

The Picture Beside are my two pretty Friends..We chat for 2 and half hours in Domino.

Then the next day which was my birthday, i went to genting with my bi. Something unlucky happened…my hp finally spoilt. I still thought Samsung so good and tough, even rolled over by car tyre but still can survive, who knows only survive for 1 week. =.= Now i have to spend a few more hundred to make it alive again. hehe. okay, come back to genting. We planned to play theme park, but saw the weather quite unstable so we cancel the plan. Instead of theme park, we went to the game centre for some games. Bi asked me what i want to win? i pointed a LOVE shaped pillow. He said…he will try to win it for me. Keke.. Most of the games, we choosed the water gun game to play coz that earned more tickets or points. Finally after using RM70, the purple LOVE shape pillow finally are mine. ^^ Thanks Bi for the pillow…love u so much too..muaks muaks muaks.

Look at his serious expression…

This is my charming bf that is trying to win what i want. =P

This is the game that win lots of points..=P

Although i try to win some points too, in the end i felt that i wasted lots of money..hehe~~

Finally…the pillow is MINE..hoho.

It may be cheap selling outside, but to me the meaning of this pillow is more important.

Thanks Bi…Again.

Besides game centre, we went to casino…at 1st lost RM25 but today before came back to PJ we won back RM20. Haha.. There are still lots of interesting things happened that i will always keep in my memory, for example : snow world, eating, playing, blow cake…etc.

Oh ya, our hotel view..it is so amazing no matter in the morning or at night.

This is the view at night. It is wonderful coz our room facing theme park. We cant play, but we can see it. hehe~~

This is the view in the early morning. We took it before we went for luxury breakfast. Hehe..

That’s all for my birthday trip..i am really happy with it. Muakss all my friends that wished me. Thanks~~

Talk about my feelings today…

I actually feel quite calm for this 1st time interview…

mayb because this job is not the most wanted job so i take it for granted…

got a thinking flash by that i rather sleep at home than going to this interview…

But finally i set up my mind to go…to gain an experiece..

Luckily i went~~it helps me alot in the future interviews…

the interviewer teached me how to face my future interviews…

i really appreciate that…thanks~!

it’s kinda hard to ask people believe that i am an outgoing girl…

as the 1st time meet i wont show out my real characteristic…

gosh…got a moment i wanted so hard to prove myself (regreting didn’t bring all my certs)

When i told them i was a debator, i was participate in public speaking all the times in my secondary school…they were like..”Ah?really?unbelievable~”

then when i said that i played basketball, even for the district competition…they were actually..”har?real or not?”

OMG..But i know…my looks din show my real character out..what to do? that’s why i prefer phone interview more.

Second time interview from other company called me just now. She is kind of accepting me, just that i cant start my job immediately. But never mind, she did teached me things too..at least i know what job is suitable for me.

Suddenly felt that it is not easy to go through all these…Just let it be the way it will be…^^

Good Luck for my friends too..

我很想呐喊。。

喊出我心中的不爽及想法～～

啊～～啊～～啊～～啊啊啊～～～

为什么你要这样对待我

对你有点小小的要求不行吗？

当你对我有些要求时，我尽量成全你，满足你，那你呢？

叫你帮我寄东西，你心不甘的答应；

叫你冲杯茶给我，你原地不动的叫我自己冲；

有没有想过你有求于我的时候我是怎么回答你？？

就算我叫你自己冲，我到最后还是会冲给你～

你呢？

你呢？？？？

你看看你是怎么对待我～

我真的很恨我自己，为什么不放手～

你为什么对我越来越差～

为什么～～为什么～～

为什么你要这样对待我～～就算你告诉我你没有，但我心里确实是感觉到了～～

我不是笨蛋，也不是白痴，如果你想放手～就放吧！！！

我真的，很想，哭～～但已经哭不出了！

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My theme for this year’s valentine — Purple. Hehe..All my presents are in purple colour, and also the dress i wore, the shirt my bf wore, somemore plus an earring i won from a contest also given purple crystal earring. I really really happy today. Actually what i said and wrote in the contest were true..i almost ruinned my valentine day. I only want what i want, but i never place myself in his shoes. I were upset when i wrote the slogan, but now abit guilty coz i really did enjoyed my valentine day. Of coz, plus the purple crystal earring will be perfect. Thanks for the crystalparadize…Love u so much for choosing me as the winner.^.^v At 1st i thought there was only flower and night light, but who knows when i bathed, he placed a card and perfume on my table. I am not greedy of coz, with flower i already satisfied, but what he did really surprised me. Luckily got a friend told me not to ruin the vday or else i will regret. Thanks to her… Happy Valentines day to all my friends…

Purple in everything...love purple so much~~

 最后一个学期里还可以深一层认识班上的朋友们，说起来有点可笑，但又有点荣幸，也有点悲哀~~这就是人们说的悲喜交加吗？哈哈，其实我还在思考这句成语的真正含义。就在上个星期五，我们十个半生熟的几个人就到金马伦高原游玩。原本以为会很无聊，很浪费时间，但真的是出乎我所料。我本身觉得最有纪念价值的时刻，就是在晚上大家谈论对各自的看法时。这让我们都能深一层认识自己，也清楚知道自己在别人的眼中，到底是个怎样的人。很意外的爆出一些秘密，关于自己的，有点失望，甚至难过。。。虽然那些朋友还在身边，但要好的时期已经过去了，算了吧~~做人还是得往前看。。。也许我就是你们口中说的那种人吧~但不是每个人都能接受批评与指责的，也许一些人听了就算，根本没想要改变些什么。。。我可以做这种人吗？但是我很想知道，在哪一方面你们认为我是这种人？这问题，也许永远都是个问题。。。
  撇开难过的批评，当然，我们也想知道班上的男生有没有喜欢过班上的女生啦，结果。。。。。还真的有呢~！哈哈，好奇心强烈的我，真的很想打破沙锅问到底（简称：38）。。。到底会是谁呢？但我知道的一点就是，肯定不会是我。就在四年前我开始进入二人世界时，我已经知道在“一”人世界里，我是没有行情的。哈哈~~~但在那个晚上我并没问，因为不要我的好朋友们难做嘛~~有答案时，一定会告诉你们的！其实感情就是这样的复杂。。。你喜欢他，他未必喜欢你；但至少你敢表白，让自己心里有个答案，也让你喜欢的他知道有人欣赏他，未必是一件坏事的。最后一个学期了，要表白就乘现在咯~=P
  这个旅游结束后，又再次让我觉得，看一个人不可以只看表面。。。其实很多人都是表里不一的。当你觉得那个人是无法相处的，他/她偏偏就是你以后最要好的朋友；相反地，当你觉得他/她已经是你的好友时，他们分分钟背叛你。
  人情世故，还得更深一层得研究。
  知己，你又找到了吗？
  我希望我已经找到了。。。